I turned 44 a few days ago and I had a re-birthday. Perhaps it is a “turning 44 thing?”
44 is a whimsical number it looks like two chairs standing on their head.
The day before the re-birth – my worldview was rearranged – I was not selected for a job, I was not promoted. This was a job I had waited for, had envisioned and helped develop for the last 5 years. In my pre-44 world the job was meant for me. Sometimes what you envision isn’t meant for you to participate.
44 is a happy number
Turning an unfortunate event, a disappointing event, a wounded heart, into something positive is easier as I age. On my birthday I visited a truly special place to find sanctuary and renew my spirit. I realized that not getting the position – with it’s increased responsibility – has freed me to explore new paths. Paths that reflect my true spirit and my passion.
44 is a good age: it’s even, it’s symmetrical; It’s a “Goldie Locks age” not too young, not too old, it’s just right
If I live to be 88 (which is highly probably given my family history) I am at my life’s halfway point. An auspicious date, straddling the before self and the future self. I shed my skin of naïveté and put on the cloak of wisdom, of strength, of courage to lead my life towards the things that bring light and energy to my soul and not just a paycheck.
44 Is the atomic number of ruthenium a rare transition metal of the platinum group
I will take on a new atomic structure. One that is unresponsive to those who wish to throw their negative energy towards me. One that deflects that heavy dark energy and surrounds it with positive light energy.
Whatever the meaning of the number 44 with it’s sacred geometry and special formulas – for me it is the beginning of when I take charge of my life, listen to my intuition and folllow it without fear of no paycheck…
I am reborn.
Thanks to my love, my light for the inspiration of the number 44 facts. xoxo